Megan Bryce: To Wed a Widow (The Reluctant Bride Collection #3) – 5***** @meganbrycebooks

I 23235347.jpggot this thick ARC “A Taste of Scandal” from Netgalley – Goodreads says it’s 1000 pages – so I split the reviews because they stories couldn’t be more different.

In the beginning I wasn’t sure if I’d like the story, the first few pages weren’t really my pot of tea but within those the leads grew on me … well not only the leads but also the relationship between the duke and his wife. I’d really like to read more on them.

George Sinclair is the second son and his brother an heirless duke. The Duke, Sebastian, has four little daughter out of a 10 year long marriage. He loves them all dearly but is in need of an heir, so he sums his brother home from India. And Sebastian  has given up on a son after Flora’s last pregnancy because she nearly died, was sick for a long time after giving birth to another daughter a year ago. And for a year he hasn’t been with her.

The dutiful brother who doesn’t want to be a duke himself, comes back from India. George is a man everybody has to love. He’s a happy fellow, good looking, smart and carefree. But now his brother tells him that he has to find a wife within this season because they are running out of time. George doesn’t think so. But he loves Flora, loves his nieces and doesn’t want anything to happen to his brother’s wife.

So there is Lady Haywood – Elinor – a fine looking widow. She has already buried six men. Six husbands. Childless. Young. Beautiful. And the ton says that she’s into hunting for #6. Everybody knows that her husbands, except for the first, never survived the first year of marriage – she’s bad luck as it seems. It is not even half a year and she attends social events again, an absolute no-go but she does. She isn’t dancing yet but socializing and being talked about.

The Duke despise her because her last husband had been one of his friends. But what’s one out of five? And George likes her, likes the mystery. So he starts to talk to her, even if it against the Duke’s idea of being fashionable. She tries her best not to fall for him because she knows that she cannot marry him, his brother wouldn’t accept her and next to that – as much as she long for a child, she hasn’t one.

In the beginning I wasn’t sure why George was so interested because she is an outsider. People are talking about her and everybody thinks that she is looking for another husband. But George doesn’t want a duchess, he wants somebody he can laugh with, not a boring gay virgin who laughs when asked for, smiles perfectly and sits straight all day long. He wants passion, brain and doesn’t care about her past.

And there is so much more to Elinor. God, I really fell in love with this character. I even cried once – and I nearly never do this nowadays (in comparison to my teen years … couldn’t stop crying when I read Evan’s “The Horse Whisperer” or McCourt’s “Angela’s Ashes”). But this time, when she started to put the white christening dress to her nose, smells it a last time, puts all the things away forever and visits her daughter’s grave and lays down next to it. No joke, tears were running down my cheeks because I really felt with her. I really, really loved Elinor.

And then there are their dogs. Elinor has three mastiffs, harmless dogs if she is fine but they be protective. And to have a reason to see Elinor George gets himself a small dog too he carries around in his pocket.

But next to Elinor, who really, really is a great, strong female lead, I really loved Flora. I’d so love to read more on her. She’s strong willed and passionate and she wants to give Sebastian a son. She knows what could happen to her but she is willing to risk it. For Sebastian. For George’s happiness. For her own. But since Sebastian hasn’t touched her in a year … she’s willing to do everything and it was adorable, her attempts. I felt with her. But I also understood Sebastian.

After finishing it, I read a few reviews on Goodreads and couldn’t agree less with some of them. But I didn’t understands what Alan has against Elinor respectively what she really took from him. Maybe I over-read it, maybe I didn’t notice it but that bugged me.

And I could have lived with more detailed loved scenes. I mean the tension was so high, you could honestly feel it … and then there is already post coital cuddling. I mean it would have fit – for Elinor and George, Flora and Sebastian.

All in all I really loved this book.

Rating: 5*****

Sharon Cullen – His Saving Grace 5*****

22707764I got this one for an honest review. I think that the cover is a little trashy but well, who cares about a cover reading an ebook?

Oh … I loved most of it!

It’s the story of Lady Grace Ashworth who lives as a dowager in a very run down dowager house because her husband died in the Crimean War about 10 months ago and his brother – a man you learn to hate within the first couple of pages – made her move there. She doesn’t care about many things anymore, lives in two of the rooms and the kitchen, eats with the only servant she has in the kitchen. But she is still young and beautiful and to get rid of her, and the fact that he has to pay her one third of the estates income, her brother in law wants her to get married again. Well, wants her to – that sounds rather nice. He arranges it.

Shortly before this can wedding can take place, Michael suddenly arrives. Her very-much-alive husband. A miracle. But he isn’t the same anymore. He is hurt. In pain. He comes with a Cossack servant, an impressive man who shields Grace from him, because Michael wants him to.

Because of the way he acts she hurts more than ever before. He tries not to see her, not to cross her path but on the other way he wants to take over the estate again, manage it so he has to give a show which is rather hard for him because there is one big secret – his head was hurt badly. He cannot remember things he said a minute before. But it isn’t just his short term memory, he doesn’t remember names, faces etc from the past either. Except for Grace and their past together.

Nevertheless he feels attracted to her. His body reacts when she is near him.

They have to remodel their life, hide things from everybody else around them. Try to show the world that nothing has changed … but so many things are different from a year before.

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I think you cannot not fall in love with Grace because she isn’t perfect. She feels so real. So honest and realistic. She is not the beautiful, perfect heroine. No. She makes mistakes, is stubborn and still in love with her husband who doesn’t seem to care about her feelings for him anymore because Michael thinks that she cannot be in love with the person he become.

The way Sharon Cullen introduces Michael makes you dislike him but from chapter to chapter you learn to understand why he acts like he does and why he became the man he is now.

It’s one of the great romances to be told. It’s not romantic or very erotic it’s the tale of two people who were deeply in love, got separated by war and have to find together again because they know that there are not many possibilities.

5 stars!

https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/1048480728?book_show_action=false